Im sitting here in public, waiting for
my bus to come.
I look around, i see all those eye's on me, they
hate me, they are looking down on me.
To the left, several children talking, whispering
about me, the strange and scary guy.
To the right of me, some old lady's, they are
disgussing about my clothes and they way i
act, trying to be silent about it, but the hate
in their eye's show it.
And in front of me, several girls, a bit younger
than me laughing, dissing me, looking down on me.
The bus arrives, i get on it fast, hurrying back
to my computer. Back to my safe place.
Shadows and me.
What, what is this?...
This voice back in my head...
It blurs my mind...
Sways my judgement...
Forces me in another direction...
I can't do this...
I will not do this...
But I have little hope...
It whispers me great stuff...
Makes it hard to ignore...
I don't want this...
And yet i still do...
My teachings say not too...
But the shadows drags me...
It seems better...
I am doing this...
I am this!...
I am a Shadow Priest!...
I dread, I dread,
but on Teamspeak i went ahead.
My fears, my fears,
the sound brought me to tears.
I heard, I heard,
the insanity was blurred.
The sound, the sound,
my mind was unbound.
I tried, I tried,
but all it did was collide.
I stopped, I stopped,
but it could not be dropped.
I missed, I missed,
It could not be dismissed.
The fun, the fun,
by everyone.
I got addicted to Insanity.
Lost the love one.
In love you came,
in death you left,
i miss you my love,
for you were the one to understand me.
Your humor your sadness your felings,
i loved you for them,
though you are dead,
you still reside in me.
But now i love someone,
and she isn't you,
i hope you accept her,
because i really want you too.
I Miss You!
Im sitting here in public, waiting for
my bus to come.
I look around, i see all those eye's on me, they
hate me, they are looking down on me.
To the left, several children talking, whispering
about me, the strange and scary guy.
To the right of me, some old lady's, they are
disgussing about my clothes and they way i
act, trying to be silent about it, but the hate
in their eye's show it.
And in front of me, several girls, a bit younger
than me laughing, dissing me, looking down on me.
The bus arrives, i get on it fast, hurrying back
to my computer. Back to my safe place.
Shadows and me.
What, what is this?...
This voice back in my head...
It blurs my mind...
Sways my judgement...
Forces me in another direction...
I can't do this...
I will not do this...
But I have little hope...
It whispers me great stuff...
Makes it hard to ignore...
I don't want this...
And yet i still do...
My teachings say not too...
But the shadows drags me...
It seems better...
I am doing this...
I am this!...
I am a Shadow Priest!...
I dread, I dread,
but on Teamspeak i went ahead.
My fears, my fears,
the sound brought me to tears.
I heard, I heard,
the insanity was blurred.
The sound, the sound,
my mind was unbound.
I tried, I tried,
but all it did was collide.
I stopped, I stopped,
but it could not be dropped.
I missed, I missed,
It could not be dismissed.
The fun, the fun,
by everyone.
I got addicted to Insanity.
Hey again sorry for quick post.
With the help of a friend of mine I kinda warna get back into some kind of art.
So I am starting with poetry
Hope you take good care of it. Ill most likely be making poetry around the games I play atm. Ill include a ingame screenshot to give you some kind of sense of what I am trying to explain with my poetry.
Also I am going to upload whatever stuff I have been doing while I have been gone.
people may hate the watermarks on my pictures.
but many of my pictures from the old da got stolen.
if you want a copy of the picture for some kind of use without the watermark send me a private message and a description in how they are gonna be used and where.
Best Regards,
John.